Friday, 30 September 2011

21 people?!

There's only 21 people in school yesterday!!!

Wow seriously so many people 'am piah' ar...

It was actually quite FUN.

I studied Sejarah together with Angie, Yue Ying and Ching Li (it turns out it wasn't that bad).

Ching Li was like really really freaky because she sorta like memorized the whole book and she can say out the whole thing correctly word by word exactly like the words in the textbook.o.0

It was really awesome when we did maths and we're laughing like mad when figuring out the maths question.

Angie and i sorta like figured out a new formula which i don't know if it ever existed or not.

Anyways, Angie counseled 3 people today.

Me, strawberry (sorry i can't tell who), and Ching Li.

And then there's this needle on Gillian's table together with a note that wrote something like

" This needle was from a temple.

It will help maintain our health and improve our studies.

DO NOT remove it or you will DIE."

There's still some details missing but i can't exactly recall.

My point is, that's really creepy.

Other than that needle thingy,

School is still FUN.

We get to do our own stuff ALL DAY!!! :DD

BuhBye, gotta go study PJK.

Monday, 26 September 2011

Are they really that important to you??

How can you be so close to them, after all that they've done to you??

How can you still treat them so nice, after them hurting you so deeply??

How can you stick to them, after you told me you had sleepless nights, crying hard just because of them??

How can you just abandon us, and just go after them??

How can you forget how we stick together with you when you were at your lowest??

How can you just ignore us after you got them back??

How can you be so ignorant of our feelings??

How can you say that we are the ones that are ignoring you but when we wanted to talk to you, you told us to wait, just because you are in a middle of a conversation with them??

How can you say that you treat us as best friends when all we ever saw was you using us as a tool??

How can you use us just like that then dispose of us right after you don't need us anymore??

If you did that once or twice, I can understand, you're just too naive.

But it's not just once or twice.

There's just simply too many times that i can't recall the exact number.

I tried my best to tell myself that you don't know what you're really doing,

That you still treated us truly,

But just getting a little over-obssessed with them.

After telling myself that for many times,

It seems like i'm just desperately fooling myself.

No, i'm not gonna trust you anymore.

No matter what happens,

If you come to me,

I'll still welcome you,

But i'll never forget what you did before,

And that's not gonna change. EVER.

I'm so disapointed in YOU.