Caroling

Omg it's just the first day of caroling and feel so tired as if I've just been up to Mount Kinabalu.

It's kinda okay but still my legs feel like they're breaking and they're so wobbly.

Ugh.

I slept at two am last night and I woke up at 7am.

Damnit now I'm so tired I don't feel like going.

We went to 9 houses last night.

There's just 7 houses tonight so I hope it's gonna be better.

Haiz...

I wanna sleep!!! 

Anyways, it's gonna be Christmas soon,

Let's countdown the days,

4 more days to go,

Then MERRY CHRISTMAS!! 

Angie

Well so Angie is here today with me at my house.

Yes you did not hear it wrong she's here right now.

And guess what?

She'll be here staying at my house for 4 days 

Well she's actually here cos we have caroling together and she doesn't have a transport home since it ends at about 1am every night.

So yeah she's over at my place and we're online-ing cos my house is too damn bored to do anything FML.

So tonight is the 1st night of caroling and Angie really looks forward to it.

Not me.

I feel so tired and I don't feel like going I just want to sleep like a piggy 

So yeah anyways there's gonna be lots of food and yes I'll still be a piggy but in a different way.

Not the way it sleeps but the ways it eats 

Anyways, wish that we'll both have have fun tonight 

Surprise!! I'm back to updating my blog again!!

Okay so recently I'm quite busy addicted to watching two TV series.

One is The Adventures of MERLIN (OMG OMG MERLIN IS SO AWESOME),

The other one is The Oath, otherwise known as 行医.

As you can see, I'm totally addicted to the both of them that I totally ignored blogging just to watch them.

In The Oath, Jessica Liu and Christopher Lee is such a cute couple, as though they're meant for each other...

I admire their romantic scenes... I wonder if it will ever happen to me?? Haha just kidding XD

And Merlin is like so awesome and so brave and so kind and so wonderful and blah blah blah (I'm stopping just in case you might think I have a crush on him)

He's like an undercover spy which no one knows about and he's duty is to protect his employer(?), Prince Arthur, without letting him know his true identity 

Oh and btw, Arthur is really handsome and I don't really like the fact that he fancies Guinevere which I think is not good enough for him.

He deserves someone much more beautiful than Guinevere is... Like Taylor Swift maybe??

So I'm not here trying to promote these two series but if you find them interesting, feel free to watch it!

They're SUPERB :D

Aiyoo very long didn't update blog dy...

Haha lately I'm very lazy to update my blog since no one update their blogs and there's no point for me to continue blogging since no one will read.

But then, I dunno why today I just feel like updating it so I ma update it lo.

Anyways, recently I feel like I'm much much happier liao and I told myself I must never ever be emo again!! Ever!!

So if anyone see me emo please remind me har...

Caroling in church is... Just okay.

It was quite boring actually.

The only person I'm talking to is Angie.

Btw, I don't really mix with those people in church so normally I won't talk to them.

Unless they start talking to me first then it's a slightly different story.

Anyways, we're singing all those songs over and over and over and over and now I'm like. Super bored of them liao la...

The only two songs I look forward to singing is just "A King Is Born" and "This Is Our God", which both sounds AWESOME :D

Sooooo.....

My holiday life sucks.

There's just nothing to do. NOTHING.

The only few things I can do is study (which my parents wanted me to, no way I'll actually do it), eat (duh, of course, if not I starve to death meh??), sleep (*rolling eyes*),and go on Facebook (secretly de).

So if you don't count eating and sleeping, you can see that the only 2 things left for me to do is study or go Facebooking.

NO WAY I'm studying so I can just go Facebook.

Which I'm like super bored of right now.

But no choice there's nothing else I can do!!

Oh yeah this coming Sunday afternoon me and Angie are going to Pacific to do some caroling.

Feel free to come and watch us la!! :DD

Finally

I made it!!

Yippee!

It was a success!!

Now I'm starting to like violin le,

I don't hate it anymore.

And guess what??

I really started practicing violin nowadays!!

I nearly fainted when I sorta "wake up" and saw that I was holding my violin practicing.

I got a shock la....

Anyways, congrats to me!! :)

DAMN DAMN DAMN

Well, it's not that i'm copying Avril's song,

But i really feel like saying it 'cause i'm DOOMED!!!

OMG my dad registered me to join the Philharmonic Orchestra 'cause he says it's "FUN"

Gosh i suck at violin and i hate practising it and all the notes in the score are like really hard and the song goes really fast and i couldn't catch up at all but if i don't, it will be really embarressing 'cause everyone is playing it in full speed and i'm the only one that couldn't make it and i'll have no image and everyone will think i suck and *gasp* i'm out of breath.

So anyways, it's my dooms day tomorrow.

I just got the score today and they expect me to play it by tomorrow night.

Besides, it's not just one song but 4.

All of them are really tough ones.

OMG someone kill me please...

I'll be willing to pay you if you do :)

21 people?!

There's only 21 people in school yesterday!!!

Wow seriously so many people 'am piah' ar...

It was actually quite FUN.

I studied Sejarah together with Angie, Yue Ying and Ching Li (it turns out it wasn't that bad).

Ching Li was like really really freaky because she sorta like memorized the whole book and she can say out the whole thing correctly word by word exactly like the words in the textbook.o.0

It was really awesome when we did maths and we're laughing like mad when figuring out the maths question.

Angie and i sorta like figured out a new formula which i don't know if it ever existed or not.

Anyways, Angie counseled 3 people today.

Me, strawberry (sorry i can't tell who), and Ching Li.

And then there's this needle on Gillian's table together with a note that wrote something like

" This needle was from a temple.

It will help maintain our health and improve our studies.

DO NOT remove it or you will DIE."

There's still some details missing but i can't exactly recall.

My point is, that's really creepy.

Other than that needle thingy,

School is still FUN.

We get to do our own stuff ALL DAY!!! :DD

BuhBye, gotta go study PJK.

Are they really that important to you??

How can you be so close to them, after all that they've done to you??

How can you still treat them so nice, after them hurting you so deeply??

How can you stick to them, after you told me you had sleepless nights, crying hard just because of them??

How can you just abandon us, and just go after them??

How can you forget how we stick together with you when you were at your lowest??

How can you just ignore us after you got them back??

How can you be so ignorant of our feelings??

How can you say that we are the ones that are ignoring you but when we wanted to talk to you, you told us to wait, just because you are in a middle of a conversation with them??

How can you say that you treat us as best friends when all we ever saw was you using us as a tool??

How can you use us just like that then dispose of us right after you don't need us anymore??

If you did that once or twice, I can understand, you're just too naive.

But it's not just once or twice.

There's just simply too many times that i can't recall the exact number.

I tried my best to tell myself that you don't know what you're really doing,

That you still treated us truly,

But just getting a little over-obssessed with them.

After telling myself that for many times,

It seems like i'm just desperately fooling myself.

No, i'm not gonna trust you anymore.

No matter what happens,

If you come to me,

I'll still welcome you,

But i'll never forget what you did before,

And that's not gonna change. EVER.

I'm so disapointed in YOU.